Gone I couldn't murder your promise Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me outta the way Once inside All I hold is ash Fall Suppressing every feeling I'm in so much pain I have every f***in' Right to hate you I can't take it The hardest part was knowing That I couldn't never be you Now all I do is sit around And wish I could forget you My demise I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny I fold, but They keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me Who are you to me? Who am I to you? Is this a lesson in Nepotistic negligence? By default, you are My only link to the outside Psychosomatic suicide Where were you When I was down? Can you show me a way To face everyday With this face Goodbye My demise I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny I fold, but They keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me When I blur my eyes They make the whole World breathe I see you f***ing me And I am absolutely Controlling every urge To mutilate The one and only answer So much for memories I wanna dress In your insecurities And be the perfect you I'm through I'm out-stretched out For all to loathe Here we go The ultimate irony